Oct 9, @ Gitam Central library

      He was standing at the library entrance. His eyes were busy searching for someone.  He looked at his watch. It was not working.  Just then, he felt a vibration in his pocket. He took out his Nokia-1100 mobile phone, used to the maximum possible extent.

 “1 txt msg received”

He opened it and read. He banged his leg on the marble floor and walked towards the Bhimas.

5 hrs later… Saddharma Sadan , room no – 405

“What happened dude? You seem to be worrying of something. Any problem?”

He remained silent, his fingers pressing hard against the mobile screen. He looked at his friend and then at the gift wrapper on his table.

“Did you meet..”

“March 22, Hot Breads”, he interrupted his friend and took a sip of vodka.

“March 22, Hot Breads? What are you saying about?”

“I’ve seen….. for the first time”, he gasped. “It was magical. It still lingers in my eyes”, he puffed his wills cigar and looked at the wrapper again.

Taking a sip of vodka, he continued to speak “It’s been a week. But I find it a very long time”

 He took out his mobile and typed “Good night. Chweet dreams” and sent the message.

They talked for some more time and his friend left.  He threw the vodka bottle on the floor. He wrapped himself in the blanket on the bed. He felt the same warm feeling he had once, not too long ago.

1 hour passed.

 He was still unable to sleep. His thoughts haunted him. He felt the immense need for one more bottle of vodka.  He took one from his cupboard and walked to the stairs. In a minute, he was on the terrace. There was no one around. He felt solace in the cool breeze. The owl on the banyan tree, in front of the hostel, hooted. He looked on to the sky above and saw the moon hiding behind the fast moving clouds.

  He walked to one end of the terrace. He emptied the vodka bottle and threw it away. It shattered into pieces. There was nothing more to accompany him. He climbed the covering wall of the terrace. He felt the wind blowing fast. He took out his mobile and typed

 “Take care. Bye forever”

He sent the message to her. He looked at the sky above and smiled. He took one step forward and within few seconds, he was lying on the portico in a pool of blood. The mobile fell beside him.

 1 txt msg received.  His mobile beeped.

 With all the energy he had, he took great effort in opening the message. It read,

 “I am sorry for what has happened last week. I love you a lot.”

Reading it, he took his last breath…

All is FAIR!!!

Posted: September 18, 2011 in Random thoughts
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An idle man’s brain is a devil’s workshop

I still don’t get to the bottom of this proverb. It says an idle man, which means the he is doing nothing, literally nothing. Then if it becomes a devil’s workshop, it means that he’s doing something in “devils” way. This means that he is not idle. Then how can devil setup a workshop there?

Where there is will, there is a way

I still do have my very own set of skeptical points regarding this proverb. For example, look at the statement “If I love you, I don’t hate you”. It means that person who hates you doesn’t love you.  Similarly, if you are in a situation where there are infinite chances of finding no way at all, it means the chance that you will have “will” are infinitesimally small. Suppose by chance, if you get the will at that particular situation, there should be a way, which contradicts the scenario itself. Then, what does this proverb mean?

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Dr. Specialist #3

Posted: May 21, 2011 in Story

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He regained his senses. He read it again for 3 to 4 times. He took his hanky and wiped the sweat off his forehead. He thought of what doc said.

   “It’s better that you prepare at home. This has caused a lump in your lung. I will give you some medicines and an injection. And this would make you fine

    “When I eat outside food, I can get affected with stomach cancer, may be my intestine could get affected, or may be my liver at the worst, but how come lungs? Neither I smoke nor a passive smoker!! Hmmm…Something is going wrong”, he said to himself.

  He decided to consult a lung specialist. He googled it and found the address of a ‘good and qualified’ doctor. He registered and took the docs appointment.

***

 “Yes, come in Mr. Sumit.”, the doc said.

 “Thanks, Dr. Vydanath. Thanks for your time.”

   The doc asked Sumit to breathe & exhale and placed his stethoscope on Sumit’s back.

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Suddenly all his teammates, normally with heads drowned in monitor and hands sunk into keyboard, raised their heads and looked at him with surprise. He was jumping, pointing out his finger to the monitor and then to his ribs. Later when his PL came to know about it, he asked Sumit to leave immediately and consult doctor.

***

        It’s a small entrance that opened to a narrow walkway that finally lead to a waiting hall where a few people, looking frustrated and exhausted, were waiting for their turn to visit the doctor. A neighborhood hospital, C.M Hospital named after the doctor who was an orthopedic specialist. Sumit sat there for around 10 minutes watching some Tamil serial played on TV (God! Tamil serial?? Can any hospital beat that?). Then a nurse attended him and took his BP readings. She looked at him from top to bottom and said “You have a bit high BP. Please try to reduce it.” He felt more tensed.

2 minutes later.

  “Sir, I was working today and suddenly felt some pain in my ribs. I don’t know why all of a sudden?

May be two days back, one of my friend caught me from my back and held me tightly. May be this was a cause to it.  I think my bones had a crack!!!

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Scene-1:

You are waiting for your exam at the bus stand. The time is running fast and you are getting late to the exam. And your friend coming on a bike and asks you to come with him to the exam. What do you say?

   “Man! You are God! It is because of you I am going to exam on time.”

Scene2:

  India Vs Pakistan Match….Last over…Indianeeds 13 runs to win. Sachin on strike. Everyone watching the match in front of the idiot boxes or in the ground prays for Sachin to hit the 13 runs. Finally, under hell lot of pressure and excitement, he hits those runs and there are celebrations inIndia. We hail Sachin as God. We say he is the God of cricket!!

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Dr. Specalist

Posted: April 20, 2011 in Story
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            He is busily working on the source code to find out why the session is not maintained throughout the transaction. Sumit, a software professional by lack of any choice, is having a routine day at his work.  He typed, searched, copied and pasted lot of things from here and there to find a final solution to his problem.

           As if like Ashoka who conquered entire India, Sumit felt as if he had just achieved the solution to the problem to which Einstein was banging his head all throughout his life. Sumit’s PL called him thus ending his high download speed of imagination. He is assigned another bug to be fixed.

        Looking at the list of bug fixes he has to do today, he took a deep breath and sighed. He felt something uncomfortable in his chest. He didn’t care about it. After an hour or so, he started to feel a sense of irritation and uneasiness on the left side of his chest. And this feeling increased each and every time he took a deep breath. Sitting on his push-back chair, he made some movements that he learnt in the recent ergonomics session at his office. But those didn’t take the edge off the irritation he was facing since few minutes.

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Afzalgunj Road

Posted: April 18, 2011 in People, Story
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Ticktick..ticktick….Goodmorning…ticktick….

     His hand started to search for his mobile. After a minute struggle, he could finally land his thumb on the snooze button.

45 min later…

     He was at the bustand waiting for 273B. He needs to be at LokManya Auditorium,Afzalgunj Roadby 10.00AM. He looked at his watch. The minutes hand touched 12 and the time is 9.00AM.

… 

      The bus raced into the busbay. He boarded the bus and took a ticket to Afzalgunj stop. He dumped himself onto the corner seat of the lastrow. The bus was moving at a fast pace and he could feel the cool wind current coming from the window. And he dozzed.

         He violently jolted as the bus suddenly stopped. He woke up from his deep nap. A car at the traffic signal exploded and fire outburst in all directions. The truck carrying the plastic goods caught fire and worsened the situation. Everyone was running here and there, trying to save themselves. As he was watching all this from his window seat, the fire from the truck reached the bus he was in and within seconds, the bus caught fire. He managed to jump out of the window and in this process tore his trouser. He cut his index finger and there were scratches on his elbow and back. The blood droplets started to trickle down from his index finger. He looked around and was terrified to find to spot his wife and child near the departmental stores. He started to run towards the stores and booomm……..there was another explosion near the stores. There was chaos everywhere and he was thrown back a few meteres because of the intensity of the explosion. He tried with great effort to stand on his own, but he couldn’t. He took the rod beside him and slowly stood up. He looked at the stores. It was completely covered with dust and smoke. He tried to walk but stumbled as soon as he tried to move. Trying to hold onto his senses, he started to crawl towards the stores.

        With great struggle, he reached the stores. There were deadbodies scattered everywhere, wounded people are crying out for help. He searched for his wife and child. Under the debris of the display board of the stores, he spotted the sari she wore today. He crawled towards the debris. He found her body completely burnt and his child was cut into two at his abdomen and was severely burnt. Seeing them, his heartbeat stopped for a second. He tried to cry but he couldn’t. He wanted to die, but he couldn’t.

      He felt someone shaking him up. He slowly opened his eyes. He was in the bus waiting at the signal, to turn to green, 200mts from the LokManya Auditorium. He got down from the bus. He walked straight to the gate of LokManya Auditorium. He looked at the bag he was holding. He took a deep breath. He moved a few blocks ahead  and entered the Afzalgunj Police station.

  “Who are you?”, the inspector asked him.

 “I am Habib. And… I..I Was a terrorist” and he handed over his bag containing explosives.

Once up on a time…

Posted: March 25, 2011 in People, Story
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Once up on a time in Buchireddipalem, there lived a family which was known for the love and care among their family members. Ramappa Panthulu was the head of the family and he was survived by a wife, Ravanamma, son, Bhupati Sharma, and two daughters, Kamala and Vimala. They all lived happily in the village of Buchireddipalem.

……..

Bhupati Sharma got a job in Indian Airlines and he had to move to Bangalore. Later, he was married to Manojna and they had a boy, named Mithun. Mithun was born and brought up in Bangalore. But during every summer and winter holidays, he used to go to Buchireddipalem and spend time with his grandparents, aunts and uncles. As a kid, he was always fond of the stories his grandpa used to narrate to him, especially the three-mouthed fox story. Mithun used to listen the same story at least once in a day and he always loved the way his grandpa start the story, “Onceeee upppp onnnnn aaaaa timeeeee…”. He never slept until his he heard a story from his grandpa. As he grew older, he wanted his grandpa to play with him apart from telling bed-time stories. So, his grandpa played games like “Elephant comes to our city”, camel-ride, hide and seek, etc.

As time went on, Mithun grew older and so did his grandpa. His grandpa developed listening problem and he could hear only if someone shouts at him. And Mithun started getting bored of the stories narrated by his grandpa. He was too old to be carried on his grandpa back and play the games he played once. And from then, whenever he visited Buchireddipalem, he started spending his time with the play-gadgets and was always glued to them. The time once he used to spend with his grandpa was reduced to the charging time of those gadgets.

As time passed, people started speaking less to Ramappa as he can’t hear them and on the other hand, Mithun, his heart-beat, started visiting him less often. The child with whom he used to talk for long time was now “User busy” for most of the time.  And during the visits, Mithun was always on phone chatting or talking with someone, surfing the net with his laptop. The time he once spent with his grandpa was now reduced to the time for the message received on his mobile from the recipient of the message sent by Mithun.

Ramappa was very disappointed at how the time and technology changed his grandchild. He recollected how Mithun used to cry when he was not told a story, how he used to roll on his bed when he slept, how his tender legs walked on his board chest, how he played sitting on his back and how they both enjoyed the company of each other. And as he recollects them one by one, tears started to trickle down from his eyes and they fell on the photo of Mithun which he was holding in his hand.

As days went on, Ramappa became very weak and doctor became a regular visitor to his home. His health started to deteriorate but even then, he longed to see his grandchild. He was expecting that Mithun would come to see him in his last days. But Mithun is now a grown up and  a six-digit salary is credited to his bank account every month at the cost of his life. He became so busy that he even doesn’t find time to talk to his parents. Even on weekends, he is drowned in fb or gtalk. He spoke less, ate more and slept no more. His parents asked him many times to visit his grandpa but he thought that going there would disconnect him from social media sites due to signal unavailability. At times, by mistake, if he remembers his childhood days (on seeing someone’s childhood display pic in fb), he used to put status messages like “Missing my grandpa” and waited eagerly for his friends to comment and click as many “Like”s to the comments for that status and comments.  He was gradually turning into a man who ate breakfast commenting on the “Having sandwich” status of his friend and slept after one hour of updating status like “Hitting the bed…Good night”.

As the winter approached, Ramappa(like he does in every summer and winter) expected Mithun to visit him but as you expected, expectations never turn out to be as expected. As days passed, he spoke only if he needs some water or wants to go for a nature call. The food intake was drastically reduced to spoon count. But even in such a situation, he wanted to convey his last words to Mithun. He hardly had strength to catch a pen and write a letter but his urge to convey his message to Mithun made him write. One day, he finally managed to write something on a piece of paper. On that day, Ramappa was very happy. He even ate an idly to everyone’s surprise. Before he slept, he called his wife and placed the folded paper in her hand. His last wish was to give this paper to Mithun. The next day morning, he was no more. He passed away in deep sleep.

The phone calls were made from Buchireddipalem to all his relatives. Mithun was in office, working, when he came to know about the news. He didn’t want to go to the village as there was no direct bus or train. But due to his parent’s force, he had to give up his stand and started his journey. Finally after five hours and two bus changeovers, he reached there. As soon as he got down, he looked at the mobile screen to find no signal blinking on the display. He sighed and felt like hell on coming here. Lazily, he started walking towards his grandpa’s house. It was almost four years since he came here last. As he neared the house, there was a large gathering of people, everyone coming to pay the last homage to the old man. Looking at the crowd, he became very frustrated. Finally pushing through the crowd, he reached the outer corridor where his grandpa was laid. His wrinkled face looked like he got all the peace in the world and he was there, taking a never-ending nap, with a wide smile on his face.

Mithun stood there looking at his grandpa. He hardly remembered how his grandpa looked when he met him for the last time. He was handed over the piece of paper his grandpa left for him.

He looked at the folded paper.  He moved away from the corridor to the backyard and sat under the banyan tree where he always heard stories from his grandpa. He slowly unfolded the paper.  It read…

Dear Mithun,

I am dying now to be reborn as your child so that I can always be with you. Miss U.

Your’s grandy ;)

He closed his eyes and a tear droplet fell on the paper. For the first time in his life, he hated himself to death.

P.S. This story is dedicated to my lovely and wonderful grandpa, Venkateswarlu, who is now no more with us. I miss U all my life. Love U grandpa.

Sometimes you can never think that this is going to happen, but it happens!!! Confused???? Sometimes you expect life to give you nothing, but it gives you shit!!!There are at times when you want to go back and re-live your life in the way you wanted. But you can’t. You want to stay with your friends, but the moment you get this thought,you get the news that they are moving to another place…far from where you stay. You sometimes damn feel like expressing the feelings, but you can’t. You don’t want to move from the place you stay in, but you are forced to move out. Sometimes you want to get nightmares in the night, but you don’t even get some sleep. These are some of the times when you want to damn your life. But in turn, it damns you.

What should you do? What is the plan of acton you must follow to give a big damn response to all these events?

Here are some of the answers one normally comes across….

a) let the life push you around and you just accept it because it’s
after all your life .
b) Just think of these events and cry out till the last drop of tear in
your eyes and feel relaxed and great about what you have done!!
c) Go and stay with your friends. Enjoy these short moments that
lasts for ever. Just tell them what you want to.Just express
yourself. Think positively and act accordingly. All that happens is
for your better life.
d) Just leave this dumb shit things happening in life. And you just
live like a saint or atleast pretend to live like a monk. Things may
get worse or may improve, but you dont care what happens and
just move forward.
e) Unable to understand whats happening in my life. So I won’t
attempt this question.

It all depends on how and what you think, how and What you want to do. It all you who matters. It’s you who need to take the decision. A
decision that can change your life. A life in a way you wanted it to
be…

Still Confused?? Did you feel “What kind of scrappy shit is this post?”…It’s just a random thought of a budding “professional” sittting infront of a 1998 model computer with 128MB ram and 1.3Ghz processor with a system time of 5:41 PM.

55 Fiction: An Unread Mail

Posted: April 30, 2010 in 55 Fictions
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55 Fiction is a form of micro-fiction that refers to the works of fiction limited to a maximum of fifty-five words.

An Unread Mail

Sweat droplets trickled down on to his lappy. It was giving a beep sound indicating low battery. His hands were shaking and he, with utmost difficulty, clicked the mouse to open that unread mail

The screen showed

“Loading mail….”

……………….

The mail read, “May Payroll: Unable to credit salary”

And lappy shutsdown….

He’s dumbstruck!!!

We all love to love others and get loved by them. It’s basic human nature.  Today on the eve of Valentines Day, my thoughts travel back to my childhood days and my first valentine. Yes, my first valentine at the age of 5 years.

I was in Anantapur when I was about 4 yrs. We stayed at All India Radio quarters in first floor. In the ground floor, right below us lived my first and best friend Vaishnavi. She is a Tamilian. She is a sweet girl and we used to always stay together. She used to study first standard while I was in UKG. We were in same school and travelled in the school bus sitting side by side. We really enjoyed each others presence. We always played together, read together, and at times take nap together under the banyan tree near our home. It’s one of the most memorable times I had in my life.

My other friends always teased us for staying together and they spread the news that we were in love (See how the little minds think at the age of 7 and 8 :P ). In fact, that was the first time I came across the word “LOVE”. I don’t know the meaning of it then and I thought that we are in love as my friends were saying so. I even told her “I Love You” and she in turn said “I too Love You”. And this was how she became my first valentine of my life. The first kiss of my life was given to Vaishnavi, my first valentine, on the last day of my first standard half-yearly exams. The days were going great with Vaishu beside me and playing together in the ground, in the fields and around the banyan tree.

But this happiness didn’t last too long. The final exams came and with it, the summer holidays too. I left Anantapur and came to Vizag to visit my grand parents. I returned back after a month and I was shocked to know that Vaishnavi’s dad got transferred to Coimbatore. I never saw her again in my life. I missed her very much. May be, she too. This was how my first (last till date) Valentine ended in a bit of tragedy.

This is the story of my first Valentine and I am still single :P . I think everyone has their first Valentine in their life at some stage or the other. What’s your first valentine story?


55 Fiction: A’run’ runs…

Posted: February 6, 2010 in 55 Fictions
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55 Fiction is a form of micro-fiction that refers to the works of fiction limited to a maximum of fifty-five words.

 

                                                                                                 A’run’ runs….

 

Arun was running as the police were trying to catch him.

        He moved into the bushes nearby and hid himself.  The police gave repeated warnings for him to come out, but he didn’t turn up. Atlast, they opened fire…

     And suddenly, water was splashed on his face and Arun woke up from his deadly dream…

P.S. Don’t we get these kind of dreams? We do get, infact lot of times.  If you got such dreams, do share here :)

It’s a shame on us that our National Animal, The Tiger, has gone down to such a low number and is at the verge of extinction. From around 40,000 at the turn of the last century, there are just 1411 tigers left in India. Common fellow Indians!!! Wake Up and be a part in saving our beloved Tiger.

As the present generation of this country, if we fail to save our National Animal we will remain as a black mark in the history forever and be praised to be the successful generation of implementing the extinction of tigers. Do you want the future generations to read, “Once upon a time in India, tigers lived”? Do you want to be termed as the best generation to perform the worst actions? We have already achieved a sort of this in fields like communal riots, corruption, politics and what else do you want to include in the list, huh? Common! Just think for a while.

Let’s at least save our very own “Warrior of the Jungle”. Its time to change ourselves. As Gandhiji said “Be the Change you want to see in the world” Let that change start with you right now. Take an active role in saving our tigers. Spread the word. Save Tiger.

Watching a TV or chatting over net are not the only things that gives you pleasure. Things of this sort would also give you the ultimate satisfaction for doing something good in saving an entire race.

Common!!! Take an active part. Spread the word “Save Tigers”

For more details, log onto http://saveourtigers.com immediately.

I have already started spreading the word “Save Tiger” and trying my best to create awareness among people about what we are going to loose if we don’t act. What are you going to do???

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